I think that I am more of a blogger than a journalist, so let me try it here.
I am highly motivated towards personal evolution and success at life.
A voracious learner,
I learn best from audio sources courses, and books on tape.
As a sensitive person, I have gone through a life of worry,
disappointments, and of powerful emotional flashbacks.
Every time I would have a problem,
my previous negative emotional experiences that relate to the new one -
they would re-surface and I would re-live the horror.
What New Age Spirituality has taught me was to - little by little - to understand -
and to re-interpret each time - each occurance.
Every time I get any negative flashbacks and feelings -
I would self talk it back up to a more positive level.
After a while it became easier.
It's OK ... It's really OK
These things happen to everyone.
This is from my past. It is no longer happening this way.
I am no longer like that.
They did not mean it.
They were pretty messed up at the time.
I could write a book...Like Eugene O'Neil about dysfunctionals.
That is all in the past.... gone finis... Life is anew for me.
Maybe I was like that before, but I'm not like that now.
This isn't as bad as it seems.
It's all in the way I'm looking at it.
All the important things are OK.
My life has been steadily improving.
I have been able to handle problems better.
I have been able to get along better with my co-workers better lately.
My boss has been good to me.
On the average he has been treating me better.
My relatives have been acting better at parties and get-togethers.
I am a positive influence on my friends, relatives, co-workers, and my environment.
The world is still a wonderful place to live.
My life is relatively good compared to others.
I have great friends.
I am loved.
All is well.
Self talk has helped me more and more and more as time went on -
to get myself into a positive state or feeling.
In those rare moments of fear and horror or dread,
I have been able to call on my angels for relief.
Never forget that we have guardian angels and many spiritual beings to call on for help.
They love to help. That's their dharma. It's what they are made to do.
As Source Energy Beings, they are omnipotent and omniscient,
and can multitask in a synchronous universe like you could never imagine.
Since we are endowed with free will, and we are the boss of our lives -
angels and spiritual beings can not help unless they are asked.
Ask and ye shall receive...
and all will be well again.
Hey !!! Cubs now days.
