Hey all 
I am wondering if anyone else is having this problem, for the last while I have been getting this continued feeling and so on of been a lot more disconnected with spirit and what I mean by been disconnected is that when I do, do meditation I just do not quite get it right like I have in the past, and even the feeling, and also not been able to see my Angels, and master guides, along with a whole lot of extra helpers that I call upon, I know that I have not been doing as much meditation as I have in the past due to many reasons from family, to work and projects that I am working on in the evenings. ![]()
When I go to sleep in the evenings I do whole little calling upon my friends would be the best way of putting it and from there I would go on to sleep. That just does not seem to be there at this moment in time, it is like I am chatting to fresh air, and yes I know that they are all listening.
One thing that I have did which I have not done for quite some time was on new years eve is write a letter to the big man up stairs, and afterwards I put it in a special location which is letters only to the big man up stairs.
I can put a time to when all of this has started, or at least I have started noticing this problem and that was about 1-2 weeks before the 21st December and up until now.
Last night I went and did a meditation and in my view it was a complete mess, in that I started fine, and then while getting into it, things just went pear shaped there was just so much interference and when I normally come out of a mediation I would know that and also bring myself out calmly and so on, last night I just stopped and I was awake.
Any idea’s what is going on, has this happened to anyone else? ![]()
One extra thing this morning when I woke up things again also did not feel right,
I decided to add some gemstones to the mix in that of helping just bringing balance around, I have put Moonstone, Kyanite and a sea shell, and it has started to lift the spirit as per say, I know that Kyanite works wonders and I use it from time to time.

Quintin

