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yeah julia, it is. i love it.

*sends calming vibes to Molly* Come into the light, now, Molly

hahahaaaaa cracka me up!!!

ahhh isaw isaw... i getcha now. it'll come out in the wash. me laugh janette-sun.

misst ya post before love, mate it's raining so hard here. and freeeeeezing. i have the air con on so charlie and i don't freeze our paws off. (she's the furry one)

betta cook dinner.
love mollyxox

oh danni ((((hugs)))) thanks sweetie. ive missed you heaps. will catch up in your journal soon chicky. hope you are well and all those things.


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this is so amazing. today out of the blue i HAD to listen to my best of duran duran cd (who knew?) and listened to heaps but loved the reflex and that was that. then i go onto youtube onto the homepage and they have different selections for you every day and the one they have selected is the reflex!!

nooooooooooo, your kidding me.

no no it's true!
heretis.

Hi alex, yeah.... i know what you mean. That was something i was contemplating actually. is it felt by the other person? i guess if thoughts are powerful, those felt thoughts are even more powrful eh. oh god, yes i agree, i think it was the choc mousse too. he NEVER acts like that. ever. not once in the whole max-factored-experience. so no more mousse for him late at night (unless ken is picking him up) noooooo, i wouldn't. not me. never.

lisa, you are so beautiful, i love that photo you gorgeous goddess. I'm going along well. had a few bumps in the road but that's life!

you ooze connection and life-force, you do.


love mollyxoxoxo

hehe alex! evil molly *shh*

was having a late shower and rediscovered the most obvious statement known to mankind but this time i really really really really really got it. not just got it but got it on the deep feely omfg oh so YES!!! level.

and this is why i get so conflicted and confused whenever i got back to college and start studying subjects where i have to blab on about problems and issues and past related things. it literally sends me into depression. it's happened 4 times now. The whole realm of counselling is in stark contrast to where i am and where my soul is and where my inner nudgey push is wanting me to be.

and this is something i think i do (counselling) bec i have almost let myself be brainwashed into thinking that talking over and over about the past and connecting the dots and gaining insight into all that cr*p is necessary for forward movement but it's SO NOT. in fact it hinders our happiness. reactivating past experiences robs us of what is going on now. And our chance to recreate and create positive life enhancing experiences right in this very second of time which is all we have anyway.
Everytime i study counselling my vibration drops, i become depressed, i'm no good to anyone and i feel miserable. it's a dead end, hopeless way to be (for me - i'm talking about my own experiences here).

I wish it didn't take me all this time to realise it, but so be it. over and done with. new page.

I am on this wavelength of there being absolutely no point in wasting one second mulling over what happened 'before' except to allow us to know what worked and what didn't so we can reset the GPS. for another destination.

I was given this visual of a bubble. (being the current moment). A new bubble with all this amazing potentiality. The potential to create new and improved connections to experiences and people and existing people in our lives without the baggage. Without the karma without the old stuff regurgitating and perulating around. But it takes a decision a choice to let the other stuff go. And that's where i and probably a lot of other people too have difficulty. Thinking that it has be cleared and released and gone over a million times and felt again and re-experienced and primaled out of us. etc. But that's not it. It just has to be left. Left where it was/is...

i feel so relieved. and on purpsoe for the first time in months. I hate it when i go against my own grain. I don't know why i did that but it doesn't matter i feel reconnected to myself now and that's the main thing.

phew what a relief.

omg lisa, that is the most incredible validaation for me right now. and i am so grateful for you putting that in my journal. you see, i fought my intuition on this for the last 6 months or so thinking over the top of it (as ya do blar). but it's too strong and i took the unprecednted step of postponing my studies for this term recently and since then and a few energy healings, depression lifted. and i actually no longer need or want to study counselling. Counselling and studying it not only was the wrong path for me (but i needed to experience it first hand to know) but it is the wrong thing for me to take part in on any level. hence the depression (going against my intuition and knowing and feeling bad as a result bec of all the old stuff that is being reactivated)

And i don't feel as if i've failed, i feel as if i've discovered something valuable and listened to my intuition and acted on it. i feel as if i've learnt something.

much much appreciated. that is so validating. bec it was a huge step for me to take and one that i know the outside world would think is quite wrong. thank you.

yes, very. on so many levels.

am going to this funky dance thing called electronique tonight which is actually being done on the shopping centre rooftop near here hahahahaaa... it's on a bit later so hopefully max won't be too grumpy. but it's fast paced so i think he'll enjoy it. must intend for an easy car space.